hello guys .
today , i'm gonna do a confession .
actually i have been in love last year .
but the relationship didn't growth as accepted and finally i'm heartbroken .
all the pain i endure it myself .
no one to talk about and i'm lonely .
the guys that i fall in love was a nice guy .
he take cares of me and accept me as who i am .
he fall in love with me because he love the way i smile and play with the kid .
yeah , he didn't care for my appearance and love me as who i am .
i broke up with him because his mother didn't liked me .
she didn't approve it and said that i'm not qualify to be with her son .
i understand that .
her son was the best gift that she had and she want him to be with a suitable girl besides him .
i know my status and because of that i broke up with him .
he didn't allow that broke up but i think it the best for both of us .
i never forget the way he look at me for the last time and he didn't say anything .
he say NOTHING .
for the first time ,
i see his crying face looked at me as he never let go of me .
he turns his back on me and walk away .
he said nothing and walk away from my life .
about a month ,
i hide the truth and never said to anyone .
only my mom was the witness of the day i broke up with him .
my mom beside me and she holds my hand to gave courage .
my mom also shock because she didn't know i have such a relationship with him .
eventhough she still shock , but she gave me her support to not let me down .
for a month ,
i live liked a normal .
i smile and laugh as the incident never happen in my life .
but for the truth ,
my heart felt like it was throb by a knife .
and i cannot let it burst as i want it to be .
i hide the pain and i always cry in night .
to be truthful ,
i didn't want broke up with him .
he was such a nice guys and he have a nice smile .
he was kind with old people and he was wonderful with kid .
he always gave me surprise and gift .
but now ,
everything changed . Older Post | Newer Posts